tears-of-redbull

right. so, there has been a rather large absence of me on deviant art lately. in fact, i'm fairly sure this is the general concensus of deviant art now. facebook has taken over. facebook also lets me upload pictures. o.O so, year 12. what can i say? i know what i can say.. HOLY FUCK. i wrote a journal at the beginning of this year, inspiring myself to do many things, some of which being not staying up late, doing study, etc. it made me laugh. i'm not saying i'm not trying, because my god, i've never tried so hard in my life. but i'm not as motivated, now term 2 of 3.5 as i was before the start. that always happens. i'm just hoping and pr

is so far filled with friends, family, gossip girl, ncis and more which is strictly between the nyclub. <3 2010 is going to be scary, fun, stressful, hard, inspiring, crazy, mental, shit, great. actually, who knows. all I know is i'm sticking to my friends, my desk and my homework. meaning no 7.00am/11:30pm redbulls or sitting down for hours avoiding the homework due. it means not finding every other thing to do instead of practice. it also means becoming someone i have wanted to be for a while- a responsible person who can eventually (approx. 35ish weeks away) move out and have a life run by herself. all by herself. I hope that 2010 i

Indeed, that is said how it is spelt. Wawesome. Adj: a combination of 'wow' and 'awesome'. Spoken as, "omg mate, that was totally wawesome!" And what is so wawesom you might ask? Well my friends, school is officially out! YES! so that means, incredible hibernation on my part. That is, staying in my room all day like the wawesome hermit crab I am. :] woot. Yesterday, I went to the first official DERANGED concert ever. And it was WAWESOME, PEOPLE! They are the shiznit, the bee's knees, the cheese to my macaroni. They were wicked. WICKED! And for their FIRST PERFORMANCE! I was nervous for them, let alone doing that myself in year 8 infront of